Deviantart Hiatus

I went into a hiatus on DA, here's what I wrote on my journal (this blog will remain active):

"Lately I've been thinking a lot on what I want, on what I can or can't do, and I reached the decision that perhaps I need to take a break from a few things in order to improve my art. I'm no good, whatever I envision in my head, I can't bring it to life on paper, it's stiff, rigid, lifeless, expressionless, and I hate that! I hate it! But it's not doing nothing that I'll improve, it's on working harder. Deviantart, despite being a great source of inspiration, a place where I can communicate with my friends and an excellent place to learn, sometimes distracts me from my real purpose. I want to take a break, a time for my own, to (and not trying to sound cliché) find myself.
I know you probably think I'm nuts, a good for nothing, a bad person that doesn't even respond to your comments, but what can I say...I don't feel like I deserve them, those +fav's; your comments and deviant watches, I don't deserve them. They might not be many, but all of them count, they all make way to my heart.
So I decided to go on Hiatus, a short or perhaps longer pause in which I will not update, perhaps I'll submit a few journals to let you know how I am, a few photos of school or some memes to kill time, but no art. Not until I reach a level that doesn't embarrass me. Right now, I can't stand to look at the things I draw, I hate them. I love to draw, I love art, but I hate failing at what I love most. So I'll work hard to improve! Work till my hand hurts and I can't feel my fingers any more!
I leave here my blog ([link]) in which I will submit drawings and works that I'm doing in order to improve, practice really. And with that, it's on to a new beginning!"